Saturday, January 11, 2014

Clarity and Manifestation

We are only 11 days into the new year and it feels it´s been months. The past 10 days have been more productive for me than several months in the past. I feel I left for Argentina on December 14 and when I came back, the world has shifted! I came back to find a court document to start my name change and everything started falling into place and moving at very high speed. When I look back at 2013, I can´t help but wonder why was I stuck so much? Why couldn´t I manifest my reality? Then I realize that I was lacking clarity and I was distracted with too much drama around me. It took for me to be away from everything and everyone to realize what I really wanted in my life and for my future. 

It is hard to get a vision for life when you are engaged with people that take your energy away, people that drag you down, situations and places that only take from you and don´t give you anything in return. In those moments is when you are just in defense mode and it is too hard to visualize a way out. You are just trying to survive, day after day, hour after hour, minute after minute. Those are also the times you realize who is really by your side for the long run and who needs to be let go because it´s only taking energy from you and not giving you anything in return. In relationships, I really follow what Ava Park taught me in her Queen Teachings "mutual and reciprocal" motto. Being away has given me some clarity on certain things that I have let be in the past but they will not be accepted or tolerated in this new version of me. Changing my name back to my maiden name is much more than a name, it´s a way for me to tell the world "This is who I´ve always been all along and get ready because I am back. I am stronger than before and as independent and free as I was 11 years ago before I move to this country." It´s time the USA feels the power of the AMOR name. I am really reclaiming my inner self, my roots and what I am made of. I am out of the bog and into the love because as a lighthouse, I am a beacon of love and a guide for all those who really want to find a way to their authentic selves. 

My own authentic self has been hiding in the dark while the person that I was supposed to be to survive and thrive in this new country took place. Now this person is no longer needed because I have realized who I am and I know that is more than enough. I don´t need masks, I don´t need titles, I don´t need hierarchy. I just need to know what I want because once I know that, it manifests at light speed and if it doesn´t, then it is not meant to be and I need to learn to detach from those dreams that are not really what´s best for me. There is my plan and there is the Divine plan. If things don´t fall under the divine plan, then I will find blocks and issues and it will not manifest. If it is part of my plan and the Divine plan, it will manifest as fast as it can. As I said, it only took 10 days for me to change my name once I was back and determined. 

I am a great manifestor. I just need to have clarity and then things flow. 

2014 is the year of Carolina Amalia Amor. A powerful woman that knows what she wants and will create it because if there is clarity, I can definitely manifest it. No more BS and no more distractions! Just clear mind and focus so my life is just a reflection of the vision I have for myself.

What´s your vision? How are you going to manifest it in 2014? What needs to be let go? What needs to remain? What needs to take a different shape? January is the month to set everything in motion and plant the seeds. If you can dream it and think it, you can create it!

Many blessings,

Carolina A. Amor

Presiding Priestess of Circulo de Isis
Member of the Archdruid Union
Founder of Tienda Roja

No comments:

Post a Comment